I've given up on trying to find somebody that completely shares my ideals.
I'm a Scorpio,
I'm destined to be a loner in my idealogy and the way I think,
I'm logical, I'm a born strategist.
But people tell me I'm cruel, I'm self-conceived.

These terms begin to bear similarities with each other.

I'm getting tired of everybody taking my tolerance for granted.
taking my tolerance towards bullshit for granted,
taking my friendly, joker attitude for granted,
taking my love for my friends for granted,
taking my patience for granted.

if people don't know,
1. i'm not a patient person from the start. it depends on who i'm dealing with.
2. i can be friendly because i want to be friendly, i can choose NOT to be.
3. I am a decisive person, and i like decisive people. when i say fuck off, you fuck off.

racing against time is killing me.
totally disliking every day of school.
especially when you want to participate in class,
but you find out you can't,
and it's not your fault,
cos you studied for a goddamn test till 1 plus the last night.
FUCK YOU MOE.

OH YAY MOM'S GETTING ME A STUNT BIKE IF I DO WELL.

all i wanted was for you to be happy.
you don't want it?
then just fuck it.

USING THE NEW ONE FEELS WEIRD.
THE OLD ONE FEELS BETTER.
SHOULD I CHANGE BACK TO USING THE OLD ONE?

collected team Fortius' jerseys yesterday, they looked absolutely GREAT.

Mengshuen 3
Nicholas 5
Quntian 6
Nico 7
Bryan 10
Cedric 12
Li Wei 14
Clarence 16
Yuan An 23

MY PHONE CAMERA FUCKING SPOILT CB CAN'T TAKE PICTURES I'M SO PISSED.

I'M OVER YOU COS I GOT SOMEBODY TO LOVE.

day 1 without stephanie

it's a terrible feeling, i hate it, i really hate this feeling.
i love you a lot.
and i miss you so much.
i miss everything about you.
your smile,
your voice,
your giggles.
but i can't forgive you.
i want to, but i can't bring myself to.
i've been selfish, and i don't want to be hurt by you again.
but i want you.
so badly.

There are no words, to paint a picture of you girl
Your eyes, those curves, it's like you're from some other world
You walk my way, oh God is so frustrating.

So why do I disappear when you come near,
It makes me feel so small,
Why do I blow my lines, most every time,
Like I got no chance at all,

If I could be your superman,
I'd fly you to the stars and back again.
'cause everytime you touched my hand,
You feel my powers running through your veins.
But I can only write this song,
And tell you that I'm not that strong.
'Cause I'm no superman, I hope you like me as I am, oh yeah, aladadadadi

It aint no lie, I have to tell you how I feel,
Each time, I try it gets a little more unreal,
You walk my way,oh God is so frustrating.

So why do I disappear when you come near,
It makes me feel so small,
If I could read your mind,
Girl would I find, any trace of me at all.

If I could be your superman,
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I'd fly you to the stars and back again.
'cause everytime you touched my hand,
You feel my powers running through your veins.
But I can only write this song,
And tell you that I'm not that strong.
Cause I'm no superman, I hope you like me as I am - ladadadi, woahhhh, woahhh, yeah, babadadadiii- ,woahhh, yeah

If I could be your superman,
I'd fly you to the stars and back again.
'Cause everytime you touched my hand,
You feel my powers running through your veins.
But I can only write this song,
And tell you that I'm not that strong.
'cause I'm no supermaaaan,
I hope you like me as I am.
alallladali.

IF I COULD BE YOUR SUPERMAN, IF ONLY.

Scorpio Men

There's a quiet intensity to the Scorpio guy that'll reel you in. One look in those smoldering eyes (like those of Scorpio Joaquin Phoenix), and you're a goner. Even sexier is his sultry voice. This guy can literally mesmerize you. That's why Scorpios make great magicians and hypnotists. The Scorpion's sexual magnetism comes from someplace deep inside him, and its power is almost palpable. He's definitely not a match for those who want to stay on the surface of things.

Because he's ruled by Pluto, lord of the underworld, this man knows how to keep secrets -- and may frustrate you with his reluctance to share his deepest feelings. But he's definitely not superficial, as you'll discover behind closed doors. If you fear the experience of being utterly consumed, then stay away from the Scorpion. At times possessive and jealous, he thrives on going all the way (and then some) sexually. But if you can match him, he'll bond with you for life. Getting away on a quiet retreat for "just the two of you" will fan the flames of his ardor.

Leo Dicaprio, Joaquin Phoenix and Ciara are all Scorpions.

R.I.P, grandfather.




finally it's the holidays but i dont feel motivated to study.
YET.
and.
yes yes yes yes YES YES YES YESSSSSSSSS!
I PASSED MY CHEM AND EMATH TESTS WOOOOHOOOO.
and, we beat estrelas 3-0, pretty awesome!
and i fed S carrot cake today, she looked absolutely adorable.
:)
i wonder, might we get married one day?
hmm.